You are insensitive and selfish person.
Well, I doubt you will be able to defense that becasue you willnt bother; it is always me, myself and I.
People just dont learn; people only realise it when it is lost due to unpredictable circumstances (eg death).
How many times must this happen in order to learn? Every time when it happens, a relationship is sacrified. Is it worth?
I always feel that communication is the key to every relationship but it is hard to achieve that in a relationship because it requires both efforts and basically, willingness to communicate. It is hard because I encountered that, in all relationships. It really hard to get people to talk to you heart-to-heart.
Couples should always share things with each other, irregardless of how silly it is. Be true to each other, regarding the past, present and future. That is the one of the ways to help each other and to help the relationship. Always be true, better to be heard and be known, rather than left unspoken.
Quote from the movie - "If Only"
Appreciate her(him), just like what you have; love her(him)
Today is an tiring time for me. Well, I have to go Harbourfront to cancel my insurance policy and then to Jurong East to collect clothes that I bought from IZ Spree. Very heavy leh. I really spent too much le. Anyway, thank I have my sister YX to help me carry or else, I cmi arh! Anyway, whenever we go out together, we always have good food. It really nice that you can find someone to enjoy food with you, irregardless of the price (of course I dont mean very expensive one, just slightly more expensive than hawker food). It is really a nice thing to have her around when you need someone to talk to and to enjoy food.
Anyway, my main focus for today post is "A Special Kiss", quoted from Drew Barrymore - Never Been Kissed...
That thing, that moment.
When you kiss the one, everything around you becomes hazy.
And the only thing in focused is you and this person.
And you realise that person is the only person that you are supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.
And for one moment, you get this amazing gift.
And you wanna laugh, and you wanna cry.
Cause you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away at the same time.
Really beautiful right? The way she decribed that kiss, that correct kiss, from that correct guy. Amazing...
Have been working late lately... Well, left around 8 pm ++ today. As usual, the last one to leave. Have to off the lights of all the rooms... Haiz... Dont know why, I am ok with it. I like my job. Really... That why I dont mind. It is unlike school life. Thinking back, I didnt enjoy my school life; I prefer working life. Maybe it is because I just started work.
My mum was asking me, "Aint you afraid? Alone in office." I am feeling perfectly ok; not scared, no worry. Nothing to scare off. Rather, I enjoy the scenary. I can see the Tanjong Pagar Port; so bright. Actually Duke is quite near Mount Faber. Perhaps I will take a scroll to Mount Faber soon since I enjoy walking alone, especially when I am feeling down. Should be safe ba.
I couldnt sleep last night; insomnia again! I need to talk to someone. =(
Suddenly have this feeling: "In the past, I dont treat relationship seriously."
Maybe it is true. I thought I treated it seriously but I didnt. If I am given another chance now, I doubt I will be able to because I cant. I guess too much ups and downs have sculptured the way I am now; The way I do, see and feel things. There might not too happy or sad moments in my life now but at least, it is peaceful. Tired at times, still need a shoulder but it is not readily available. My "harbour" for the time being is my bed; a place I smile, think, cry and blank. Well, I need to throw myself into my bed tonight and ...
我要作一个敢做, 敢当, 敢言的人...
